By the title of this email you can tell that I am a little unhappy at the moment.
I am at a spot in my life that I feel lost in a certain situation. I have brought it before God and nothing. Is this one of those moments when God feels very far away. The answer is yes. There have been days where the tears have overcome me. I have hope that it will get better but it seems to keep getting worse. Just when I think something good will happen the opposite occurs.
Even though I want to be mad and I feel utterly helpless, I know that God is there. The Word of God tells us in Deuteronomy 31:8 "...He will never leave you nor forsake you..." I know this to be true but still feel alone sometimes. Humaness comes into play here. I think that I have to do everything on my own but in reality I don't. I think that a tme like this is not too uncommon for most believers.
Anyways, I write this to vent a little and to work through some of it in my head. I find that by writting it down I can wade through it a little more. I also write this so that you can help me out by asking God to give me guidence in this matter.
~Hosh~
1 comment:
Hosh, I don't know what has you so down, but keep the faith and remember that it all happens in God's time. You are human so you will have the ups & downs, we all go thru it. Just keep your focus on the ultimate goal. I will say a prayer for you that all works out.
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