Older?

So, lately I have realized that I am getting older. My kids will be 4 and 2, my son can already beat me up, I am getting more clumsy and I am realizing more about myself than ever before. I want to write more, I want to relax more, my joints are creaking and hurting, and Kate and I go and read magazines at Barnes and Noble for fun!
I just talked to a friend from college. He and his wife are moving to Seattle and he will be the web master at a University there. It looks like he will also have a chance to teach a class or two. I found myself thinking that it would be fun to pack up shop and move somewhere and start all over. Although we are well established here with friends, a church, jobs ect...
I feel that I am kind of feeling feed-up. You know the kind of feeling that just makes you feel a little uneasy. You wonder if you are in the right spot for the time of your life. You think about past opportunities that you might of had.
Even though all of this has been going through my mind I am comforted knowing that God is in charge. It also helps that I have a great Wife and kids who support me. The kids don't know it yet but they do support me in a way. The way that makes my nose bleed, my eyes water and makes me happy when I come home and see them.

~Hosh~